Discover your Love Style below:
Am I an Avoider?
- I am usually “fine,” and when something bad happens I try to get over it quickly.
- In my family growing up, we rarely discussed personal concerns.
- I’m usually happiest when others are happy and don’t want a lot from me.
- I don’t really think about my own feelings and needs very often.
- I don’t really miss my spouse or family if I’m away from them.
- I need my space.
Coming from often affection-less homes that value independence and self-reliance, the Avoider grows up learning to just take care of themselves. The catch? They restrict their feelings and needs so they can deal with the anxiety of having little to no comfort and nurturing from their parents.
Am I a Pleaser?
- For most (or all) of my childhood I could have been described as “the good kid.”
- I feel very upset if someone is upset or annoyed with me so I am good at “keeping peace.”
- I seek connection and avoid rejection by anticipating and meeting others’ needs.
- Conflict makes me uneasy and I prefer to deal with disagreement by giving in or making up for it and quickly and moving on.
- I have difficulty confronting or saying no and sometimes it makes me less than truthful.
Pleasers usually grow up in a home with an overly protective or angry critical parent. Pleaser children do everything they can to “be good” and avoid troubling their reactive parent. These kids don’t get comfort: rather, they spend their energy comforting or appeasing their troublesome parent. As adults, Pleasers tend to continually monitor the moods of others around them to keep everyone happy. Eventually, they can become resentful and break down or leave the relationship.
Am I Vacillator?
- I feel like no one has really understood what I need.
- I experience internal conflict and a high level of emotional stress in relationships.
- At times, I find myself picking a fight and I’m not sure why.
- I’ve always been especially sensitive and perceptive and can tell when others are pulling away from me.
- Others have said they feel like they’re walking on eggshells around me.
Growing up with an unpredictable parent, Vacillators’ needs aren’t top priority. Without consistent parental affection, they develop feelings of abandonment. By the time the parent feels like giving again, their child is tired of waiting and too angry to receive. As adults, Vacillators are on a quest to find the consistent love they never received as children. They idealize new relationships, but then get tired of it once life (and the relationship) gets less than perfect.
Am I a Controller?
- No one protected me from harm when I was growing up, so I had to get tough and take care of myself.
- Life has taught me to either “be in control” or “be controlled.”
- People would probably describe me as intimidating.
- I prefer to solve problems on my own.
- I need things to be done a certain way or I get angry.
- I have few feelings about my childhood except I’m glad it’s over because I wouldn’t go back.
Controllers need control to keep vulnerable, negative feelings that they experienced in childhood from surfacing in their adult lives. Having control means having protection from the feelings of fear, humiliation and helplessness. Anger is the one emotion that is not vulnerable, so intimidation and anger are often used to keep control. Control may be highly rigid or more sporadic and unpredictable, but Controllers rarely realize the real reason they need to be in charge.
Am I a Victim?
- Growing up, I experienced a great deal of intense anger and stress from a parent or parents.
- I’m used to chaos and calm makes me anxious because something bad is always just around the corner.
- If I spoke up more and had stronger opinions, my spouse (or other significant relationships) would be even angrier.
- I feel like I’m just “going through the motions” and I’m tired and out of energy.
In chaotic homes, compliant kids survive by trying to stay under the radar and be as invisible as possible. They hide, appease and learn to not be fully present in order to lessen the pain from their angry, violent, chaotic parents. Some kids build whole imaginary worlds in their heads where they can escape the pain of abuse. Victims lack a sense of self-worth or person hood and are often anxious, depressed and just going through the motions. They may replicate their childhood home environment by marrying a Controller and using the coping methods of compliance and retreat to get by. Suppressed anger may be inflicted on the kids when the Controller is not present.
So, what are the signs of a Secure Connector?
- I have a wide range of emotions and express them appropriately.
- It is easy for me to ask for help and receive from others when I have needs.
- I can say “no” to others even when I know it will upset them.
- I’m adventuresome and I know how to play and have fun.
- I know I’m not perfect, and I give my loved ones room to disagree.
Secure Connectors are comfortable with reciprocity and balanced giving and receiving in relationships. They can describe strengths and weakness in themselves and others without idealizing or devaluating. Good at self-reflection, Secure Connectors clearly and easily communicate their feelings and needs. Resolving conflict was modeled for them growing up, so they know they’re not perfect and can apologize when wrong. Setting boundaries and saying “no” is also no problem for a Secure Connector. They are comfortable with new situations, can take risks, and delay gratification. When upset, Secure Connectors seek help and comfort.
On your way to becoming a Secure Connector? Use the free Secure Connector Self Assessment form to track your progress.
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Let Your Life Sing! xo Lynn